^^My feelings about leaving...and Madi's reaction?^^
....dude....i'm tired....i'm just gona put a picture up...and say that i'm dragging my feet in leaving...i have few reasons to really want to stay in this country much longer at all....yet idk...i'm jus thinkin that i'm really gonna miss ducky =/ and that's just not a great motivator at all...i'm really sincerely hoping that i can get my head in the game once i leave US soil...but i duno...it's gona take some willpower =P
eh i can handle it i'm pretty sure...but yes...this is a most unpleasant situation that i'm now being forced to endure....hey one more experience to make my life worth living right? One canot fully understand the joy of loving without having felt the pain of loss after all....yes? i don't know....but that's what i'm telling myself right now so that it makes this whole thing seem purposeful in some abstract way....ah God and the games he makes us play....oh well...at this point i'm kinda rambling so i'll just shut up....but as a last note...i've gotta say i've always thought we're the masters of our own destiny and so that pretty well assures me that this isn't the end of the line at all...but rather just another stop along the way....
mmmm goodnight...i'm tired and probably boring the hell out of whoever is reading this.....assuming i'm not just talking to blank cyberspace.... =)
-picture of the day? lol til i get to Spain anyways....then it'll be picture of the week or something like that...good day =P
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